I logged in, webcam on, hers loading, me, waiting patiently in my seat, in my room, laptop on a table infront of me. Back against the chair, heart beating fast knowing as soon as the camera’s opened, I may see her face after going a day without seeing it. She’s beautiful. She’s doesn’t believe me, but still I say it. She’s my everything. She knows it. But she doesn’t know how much she really means to me. I can’t explain it, because there’s just too much love, and not enough romantic words to express it to her. I logged onto one of her social networks the other day. found messages she had with this other girl. She wasn’t cheating. No. I know she wouldn’t break my heart after being with me for 7 months. I trust her. I do. I don’t like the girl she was talking to though. It seems as though she has more in common with the other girl. They like the same show, ship the same couple, And I? well, I’m not a big fan of the show she likes. But I put up with how excited she gets while watching it, ‘cause I love her. She told me The girl’s a friend, she doesn’t know her. But Sometimes, I get overly jealous. Only because I am deeply in love with her, and don’t want to be without her. I try not to be, I also fear that if I be too jealous, she will break up with me. I have to let her have freedom, but sometimes, i don’t want to. I want her to be with me, I locked in her arms, our hearts beating together. But sometimes, I can’t get in her way, and I must let her live her life as she wants it. But Sometimes….I just want it to be Her….And I.
Remember December Demi/Selena
I watched her close the curtains of the living room windows, although I still heard the rough winds of the December storm. I sat on a blanket infront of Selena’s fireplace, wrapped up in Selena’s favourite blue blanket. She slowly sat next to me and stared at the fire. Her parents had been caught in the storm and decided to stay at a hotel for the night instead of driving in the storm. I was glad, I finally got alone time with Selena, Both of us have been working hard, not leaving much time for each other. But now we do. And it’s great being with her again. Considering what had happened between last December. My parents thought it would be a good idea if I spent this christmas at Selena’s, to get us together again, to regain our friendship.
"Remember last, horrible Christmas?" I heard Selena’s voice speak softly as I tightened my grip on Selena’s blanket.
"How could I forget, I was heartbroken" What had happened was, That christmas was much like this one, except that christmas we had come out to our parents about us dating. Our parents didn’t like that idea. and I remember Selena’s parents saying ‘You’re not supposed to go that way, you’re supposed to go for the opposite sex, not Demi’ and as long as the fight went on, Selena believed every word they spoke. how’d that christmas end? with our break up. This christimas, we’re alone, in the house, my feelings still here for Selena, even after a year.
"I’m sorry…about breaking us…" She spoke softly as I gazed to the ground.
"They were pretty convincing" I mummbled as I felt Selena’s arm wrap around my waist. Pulling me to her, her other arm locking around me as well, her nose buried into my hair as she breathed deeply. I closed my eyes softly. My heart racing, butterflies forming, palms, sweating.
"I mean….I…I still….I still love you Demi" My eyes shot open at Selena’s words. I pulled back slightly only to gaze into her eyes, the fire’s light hitting her face softly, makng her eyes sparkle.
"I love you too" I Said softly, as Selena leaned in, connecting our lips in a soft passionate kiss. After a minutes she slowly pulled back.
"Please…Please give us another chance Demi, I’ve alreay talked about it with my parents, they have agreed to accept us, and even if your parents don’t I promise to always be by your side, just please…be with me again" Selena basically begged. This is all I wanted. This was my Christmas gift.
"Yes, I love you, So much" I said as our lips connected again.
"I love you more"70 plays
She’s Mine. (Mitchie/Mary)
I felt the vibrations from the loud music booming the school’s gym. I bit my lip, standing beside the stairs as I tried my hardest to look between crowds and crowds of people that packed up the small gym, just for the valentine school dance. I guess a lot of people have dates this year. Be sides me. The one person I wanted to go with went with her biggest crush in this school. I was happy for her….slightly. I was crushed that I wouldn’t be the one holding onto her hips under the spot light swaying slowly to the romantic songs. Once noticing that I would never be able to find her in this crowd, I leaned back on the wall and sighed.
"Mitchie" I rose my head seeing Miley walk to me, a long with Harper, and Caitlyn.
"What are you doing?" Caitlyn asked, leaning against the wall beside me, Miley leaning on the wall on the other side of me, Harper stood straight in front of me.
"Trying to find Mary?" Harper asked softly as I could only nod and look down. I know I seemed pathetic, I never really thought Mary would have agreed to go to this dance with me in the first place.
"I’m just going to go home guys" I mumble, which I’m sure no one could hear over the music.
"Really? You just got here" Miley grabbed my arm stopping me from reaching the door.
"I’m alone, all of you have dates, You guys shouldn’t even be here with me trying to stop me, Have a good time, I’m just going to go home and watch a movie" All friends sighed before they hugged my goodbye and left to find their dates. I know they would have gave up early because they’ve learned that once I make up my mind, I’m not changing it. My heels clicked against the school’s waxed (for once) floors. I pushed the doors open, my heels now clicking against the cement.
"Joey no" I heard a quiet plea and my head instantly turned to the direction of the squeal. "Please stop" I knew that voice. The girl I’ve been in love with so much, the one I wanted to ask to the dance. She was in trouble. I slid off my heels, holding onto the end of my purple dress as I ran toward the screams. One turn and I could see, Mary pinned against one of the benches just at the edge of the school’s field. Joey, Mary’s crush, and her date, on top of her, she squirmed, kicking as best she could, her shoe flying off her foot. My blood boiled, letting go of my dress, I charged hitting my hands against the boy’s side with such force making him roll off of Mary and the bench and hit the floor. I grabbed Mary’s hand pulling her up she moved behind me, her hands gripping my shoulders. I fought against my knees weakening from her touch as Joey stood his ground before us.
"Let her go Mitchie"
"why should I?" I fought against him, he reached over, trying to grab Mary as I knocked his hand out of the way, punching him in his jaw, he fell to the floor, gripping his jaw. he slowly stood up, spitting out a tooth, before shaking his head.
"She’s not worth it." he mumbled before walking away, rubbing his jaw. I felt Mary’s grip loosen
"Thank you" I turned, facing her, the street light hitting against her face, I could see the cut, she earned from Joey, I wiped off the blood, keeping my hand on her cheek as I stared into her eyes, she did the same, I slowly began leaning in, Mary hesitated before leaning in as well. Our lips met, pulled away only to open our mouths and catch each other’s lips once more. I slowly pulled away, my smile reaching cheek to cheek, as did Mary’s.
"I went to the dance with the wrong person, I’m sorry Mitchie" She said softly as I hugged her tightly.
"Would you like to go to the dance with me? now?"
"Yes" She began walking to the school as I pulled her back, I bent down picking up her shoe before getting on a knee.
"I believe this is yours" I smiled lifting her right foot softly, slipping her shoe on before looking up at her, I stood straight and connected our lips once more.